raynaroxanna:

Track Listings: 

1) Number One Sex - R. Kelly ft. Keri Hilson 
2) What You Need - The Weeknd 
3) Dance in the Mirror - Bruno Mars 
4) Lotus Flower Bomb - Wale ft. Miguel 
5) Wetter - Twista 
6) Wet the Bed - chris Brown 
7) Lingerie - Jeff Bernat 
8) Be My Vixen - Miguel 
9) The Morning - The Weeknd 
10) Read Your Mind - Avant 
11) Neighbors Know My Name - Trey Songz 
12) Trading Places - Usher 
13) Skin - Rihanna 
14) On Top - Trey Songz 
15) The Zone - The Weeknd ft. Drake

(Source: elainepramos, via darkness-and-moonlight)

(via charismaticflame)

Day 2.

I’m sitting at home today, after a fun day at athletics…hmm I didn’t compete in anything and I’m sure I didn’t hit my head onto something but anyways found a massive lump on the back of my head. It hurts when I touch it though. Well what can I say today oh well I started to cut myself again.
Does anyone even care? I think not. I have no confidence left in myself and I’ll make sure I move on from you because I’m not even a big impact in your life anymore. I use to be but everything changes for a reason. You never know what happens the next day and you just going to be ready for the consequences! Thinking back at all the memories we shared and had together. Wow I was stupid to even fall for you, what was I fucking thinking. You’re just like all the guys leading girls on and then leave them there for somebody else. Were all humans and we do have feelings if you didn’t realize.

HOW DO I MEND A BROKEN HEART </3

Wow I hadn’t written on this tumblr page in ages maybe it’s because I’ve been having way too much fun with my life and hasn’t really been upset until yesterday. After a fun day at athletics I went to the library like always and my friend told me she wanted to talk. I knew something was upsetting her. So when we went to eat she told me the reason then logging onto Facebook realizing he was dating somebody, made her day terribly sad. She told me she wouldn’t have known about this unless her friend told her. Omg that bought back so much shit thoughts because I know what it’s like to have the guy you like be with some other girl and not getting told about it until it was announced onto facebook. It is just like saying letting the internet know before your own friends is simply fine. Well no it just makes us feel like shit and you wonder why we get so angry in the end.
Yeah, you may think it’s fine but you’re simply just letting us know that we were just part of your games and nothing else. Think about what you do and say before letting it happen because you might hurt that person and make them think of you differently. Why are people even rushing into relationships, if you even loved someone and told your friends yeah I think I like her, stick to that girl don’t fucking go jumping around flirting with other chicks and dating them and leaving the girl you said you love behind. You probably think you’re cool for doing this but bro you’re just a player. Even if you don’t want to admit to this its true.
ARGHHH you make me so mad sometimes, saying we changed your life seriously I reckon if we left your fucking life now you wouldn’t even know. Hmmm…. After everything that happened in the last 2 weeks you wonder was it meant to happen like this and am I easily forgotten. My answer to this question is yes I guess I am. Crying all the time and cutting myself, well people don’t even know when I’m really upset or they just think I’m trying to seek for attention. Starting to cut myself again and people like you wouldn’t even care less.
SO LATERZ TO THE OLD ME AND HELLO TO THE NEW ME.
I won’t start those conversations anymore and when you realize that I’m finally out of your life its just simply too late….

Day 1.

Dear Diary,

Ehhh…what can I say but beside the fact that school is the biggest drainer ever but wait when isn’t it draining. So much homework to do spent almost 4 hours just doing my health homework and tomorrow I’ll be doing my visual communication design before I get in trouble. Too much homework and I need to be up to date and that aint going very well for me.
Anyway enough about school so beside that my social life…well my best friend is in hospital after injuring himself on a penny board but reading about the pain his going through makes me sad but then again I’m glad his still here because life will be so different without him. Even though I’ve only known him for a year but it’s the best year ever, I made a lot of new friends along the way who are like family to me and I love them all to bits.
Oh how I hate oral presentations. I got one on Friday and its worth 7.5% of my grade but like I don’t want to do it. Hm…. I might call it a night don’t know what else to actually write so that’s it today

Yours sincerely,
Emotional Wreck
10:50pm 22/02/12

FUCKING UNFOLLOW ME THEN YOU SHITHEADS FUCKING SICK OF EVERYTHING AND I WOULDN’T CARE LESS!! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!

DON’T LIKE WHAT I’M SAYING THEN DON’T FUCKING BE MY FRIEND THEN. THAT’S WHAT I’M GOING THROUGH AND DON’T TELL ME YOUR LIFE IS ALL PERFECT!!